SIANx

YOs. ppl now is 3.27am. haha.. nw is lke so early for me. =x
all of the ppl. u all slp le bahs? rite? KAOs. den only a few ppl online.
tmr watching KING KONG.*beats chest* wakakaks xD. haiis,
WTF. why i still haf feelings for him? why i still lurfe him lke i used tuh.
but why he doesn't. WHY?! why mus all things thing lke happening tuh me? huh?!?
everything tt happen , is all my fault. i blame myself of everything tt happen.
i guess u had already put ur happy times together at the back of ur head? somewhere.or mayb nowhere or mayb brainwashed.
i duno.. i duno why u block me on msn.i dun give a fucking care.
carnt we lke b friends? aviod me for wad? wa laus.
natasha called is my fault. i ' m sorrie.
FUCK la. why mi saying all this man. sucker me.
shud i write all my freaking feelings here?
i duno.
but.. chloe i know u haf been wanting tuh know why i cried on my burfdae.
i will write it dwn here i think
cos. cos i cant celebrate my burfdae with u guys.i quarreled wif my mom.
thats why lor. mayb u think nth tuh cry about lahs.
but wad i think is.. this is my thirteen burfdae.when i grow to become a teenager.
i think is important for me.but my mum wants me go home study.i dun wan.lke tt lor.. den i cry.i duno lahs. i very easy cry. abit jiu cry le.this is wad happened on that dae lor.
OCTOBER is a sucky month.
hartbroken month.
saddis month.
unme month.

i think i haf changed? i dunno. becm more inner. i think..
trying tuh cover up my tears wif my smiles? i duno.
thats all i think.
thats all my feelings.
i hope tt. he noe my feelings.
saying sorrie aint enuff boy.
u dunno the feeling of a broken heart.
cos ure nort the one who gort hurt.
thanks for giving me all the laughters.
thanks for giving me all the smiles.
thanks for cheering me up.
thanks for saying tt i cud.
thanks for ur JIAYOUs.
thanks for once loving me
thanks for giving me such good memory.
thanks for everything u did that make me happy.
thanks.
iLURFEu.

iJUSwanMYtrueSELFback-
theONEttUSEDtuhSMILEnoMATTERwad-