im so disapointed in myself. i got 69 for grade six. lowest in my life. i have no confidence to dance interfound anymore. Got merit. crystal g 81, distinction again. arghh. now like boxim dance lerh lor.. hais, sad lah! stupid examiner. or mayb i dance like shit? i dont know.
im so saddis. i dont know what to do.

i got this sealed envelop,
that shows my life&death
i open it, took out my results.
saw this two numbers. sixty-nine.
a merit that i got,
the lowest in my life.
i felt in despair.
dumbfounded, blaming myself.
i feel like crying out loud in somebody's arm.
felt to disapointing in myself.
all my efforts gone into drain.
train so hard. in the end.
i got this result.
i had already no more confidence to take the next examination.
as i know that , the next one wil be even tougher.
all i have to say about this is,
i got a death certificate.


take me away from this place -
rightnow. immediately.


69 ; death in my life. no more me.