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nowplaying : bu zuo ni deh peng you

i saw ue todae. twice todae. at taman jurong chingay...
first saw ue . when i was walking. ue at the the stage there. u was looking at me . ue stunted.
ur eyes was lke saying. why r ue here? and ure eyes r telling me sorry or smth lke tt.
i showed bck why cant i b here? sorry aint enuff boy.
dhan i jus walk away... sat dwn on the chair. my whole mind was him nth else.
nth else. only him. duno why. is lke my lurfe for him is bck again.
everything can. sighs* jus duno why ....
second time was when i go meet my father.
walk walk . he walk past me, i was wiff my father...
he gave mi those sorry look..
i duno. i shudt hav go to the chingay parade.
i shudnt. at first i wanted tuh see him. but aft i saw him . i regretted
now. i'm lke '_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
cant help it.
FUCK. i jus forget bout him.
nw? its bck again. can lke anyone help.
haiis.
i will always rbm todae.