hello:DD
english ppr was ohkae.
wrote the continuous one " i thought i had been successful but.."
yep. i used idiosyncrasies ohkae:DD
the one m.shum taught. GREAT WORD.
it means behaving in strange/weird manner/:
hahas. eng ppr is finally over.
chinese ppr is coming. whoo.
hope i can do well. cos i noe i can.:D
im afraid for my other sub.
today was so so uber fustrating.
they change the option one sub.
unable to study Amath&Poa tgt.
my chose either Amath or Poa & either F&N or ART
my class is like math&science brain.
so majoirity were unhappy.
so protested! hahas. told the teacher.
said we cud appeal but chances are very very slim.
but its like so nort fair. dun care anymore,.
just take Amath&F&N. cos i cant draw.
nobodyunderstands what i drew/:
so dun bother with that.
m.goh made us listen to him for like 1hr more.
ah. nobody is listening. cos too tired.
and all of our pigu veh pain.
sit too long hahas.
went orchard wif mama&jiejie.
went mango. i love that tube top lahs
mama say too mature
wait till 18. i managed to take a picture with that tube:D
woohoo~. cutting ym fregging hair tmr:D
hope it turn out to be nice. and i'll miss my hair>)':
my birthday is in five more days.
getting so-th-super EXCITED :DD
wont expect ppl to give me pressies lah.
i wont mind(: wish me can liao.
you xing jiu hao :D hahas.
tkcare ppl . ilu.

i was damn pissed ytd with someone/:
fregging pissed. nort gonna say that.
went eat strudel. nat is there to acc. :D
studied like hell today. from two- seven.
for home econs. thurs is eng paper.
time really past damn fast /:/:/:
hw i wish i can command the clock.
once i say "STOP" it will stop.
mrs __ was pmsing? or smth?
i duno lahs. or mayb angry.
yep, can't blame her. lolsx =X
hope can get good results for my papers.
and i can get wad i want :DDDDD
my daddy promised me already.
woohoos. [: wanted to cut my hair.
but jason wasn't free. so saturday.
cutting my hair :D lalalalas.
i was pmsing ytd. cant do that freaking math.
urgh. i threw the book frm my sight :X
i know im crazyy. ohyah.
went pm jus nw . dhan coming bck.
saw the minghui and duno who.
disiao me say. wc. stupid lah.
wanted to say " so short how to play bball?"
but already walk so far away. so if.
i see him next time. i will say loudloud. :DDDD
now, it really makes me feel that leaving her alone.
going on with my life. and she go her on life is the best.
cos i can't take it anymore. and nobody does. :D
im becoming mean! goodness.
i<3 my nehneh gang. [: seeing them tmr.
and erlang diety one and erlang diety two.
and the whole gang. woo hoo :DDD
chalet-ing. looking forward.
erlang 1. both of us ah.? hahas.
tkcare all. study hard <3s

I can't help feeling lacrimoso.
I can't stop being dolente.
I don't want to be in dolore.
I am just so doloroso.
I want to be alla misura.
Nort Senza misura.

exam was like urghh.
i did two exercises wrong.
for deflope . suppose to lift back leg
but i freaking lift my side leg! /:
& ashape sotas. i end on wrong leg.
i was like wth?! kay. i was the first gerl. [:
my dance was alright i think.
pointe also i think.
forte if adash. i wobble !!!
godness. why din they do more allegro.
cos im stronger at that freaking section/:
met friends there.
joy. hui yi . wai jia? think so. hahas.
they are very nice(:
we took a foto. post it someday wen they sent.
free enchament was quite okay for me.
miss foo say it was hard.
glesat dereye , padesha , glesat dereye , padesha, cson ordeneh dereye twice, petit assemble close, cson fareme over. repeat to the other side.
manage to catch it but last part i was like out of beat?
i wish i cud get 60plus. no high expectations /:
loveall<33>
study hard. its exam period kay. <3ed

Hello:D:D:D
Got punished today [:
With atalia, carolyn, gab, beatrice, pam, siti, anh, amanda, sylvia, emma, shelia, ashley& jiamin.
& more i think. Can't think of it now or mayb there isnt already? haha.
by kwok. But heard from emma, she's is nice today. Unlike other days.
We went class aft mass stretch to put things.
Me&carolyn was doing chanels. i don't know how to spell/:
cos she can't spot her head.
So, i had to teach her. hahas.
Mass stretch was lame /:
Seriously. Dunno do wad stretch.
Did crumps, our stomachs are like vibrating.
lol. It is so call train the muscle. hahas
Class was okay .
Recess time , saw shum.
She talked to me.
she said. : " chyna, must learn to let people think that you are a ahlian."
i replied:" got meh? "
Shum : " got, the way you act. and your looks . so must try to be more high class. you know hokkien say "ding ding dong dong "
ME : " but my nature like that mah. cannot change."
Shum: " Must. Cos i hear ppl say. i feel very heartache for you. i know you are a nice girl."
ME : " oh, okay lorhes. i try...

Shum damn cute lahs. Told cheryl. cheryl was like . you? Ahlian? lol!
Nvm, hahas. how to change my ding dign dong dong?
i got that from my daddyy :D
Chinese test was uberuber EASY [:
Hope can get good marks bah!
IH was total disaster! DISASTER!!!!
Cos we didn't ask questions.
She scolded us .
Ya, then everyone started asking.
Science experiment thing was quite fun :\
DNA thingthing from the onion.
Private tutoring with miss foo tmr :D
Exam is like on saturday.
So fast lah .
Better , then i can concentrate on my academics [:
I miss NEHNEHs< ):
hahas. ME&Lizzy were going crazy during science.
Cos. nurul says lets play a game.
You drink water i try to make you laugh.
My bottle no water. so i fake lah.
Lizzy kept laughing like siao.
Nurul say look at Mr __ 's hair nice rite? or smth? i forgot.
i laugh lah . without exposing myself !
i'm sorry nurul ]: hahas.
My lovely hamster fren :DDD

- toodles<3

hello:DD
so tired now adays /:
EOY is like next week.
& my ballet exam is like this saturday
so bananarama lahs.
i'm tired.tired.tired.
tmr having lessons&friday im the only one!
cos "private tutoring." from ms foo. hahas.
my previous post was screwed.
argh, who cares.
today was uber funny.
Me , cheryl, gab , emma, tiff was walking back to class.
and pass the bookshop.
Cheryl said: " OHMYGOD??!!!
& chyna reply: " What's happening?! "
mayb ue think is funny. and ue may nort.
but i think it is:D
today nurulhamster nvr say ghost stories.
her ghost stories damn nice.
eng compre test, & i'm supposed to collect again< ):
i collect everything okay. everySINGLEthing.
During lit. me&lizzy was going crazyy.
i was doing my thing.
lizzy&sylvia started laughing "hehaheha."
chyna " What happen, laugh for wad?"
continue laughing.
sylvia: "_._._._._._ ...... HAHAHAHAHA."
Chyna:" what? she dig her nose isit?"
Sylvia:" YAYAYA. HAHAHAHAHHA."
Chyna:"who saw? "
Sylvia: " me&lizzy. HAHA"
I laughed with them :D
Chyna:" lizzy how she do it?Use hand or wad? write down the process! hahahah"
They kept laughing&laughing till they cooled down.
Lizzy: " she poke her finger inside. go one round come out."
three of us burst out laughing again.
Then we told emma. rose heard
they laugh like siao.
they kept looking at her lahs.
laughlaughlaugh.
i noe i mean to put this dwn,
but uber funny. muahahas :DDD
Nothing else funny happen after that.
That's all for today. [:
- toodles<3

ballet<3s
today is the last day having lessons tgt with try<):
i will miss her lotslots. we'll still be performing for the end of the yr.
so we will still meet:DDD but after that no more liao.
limei also going. 0:
walaus. sian ji pua. nort fun liaos, no more asthma , island creamery! @#@#$$%^%$#@
TRY<3:>
LIMIN<3>
LIMEI<3>
CRYSTAL<3:>
NATALIE<3:>
CHYNA <3>
PEARL <3 246 ="X">
WEILING <3:>
MABEL<3 hooo ="XXX">
SHIXIAO<3 again ="X" rabbit="X">

Let us dance like we had nvr dance before:DDD
CHANEL. PRADA, LV, COACH, CHRISTIAN DIOR, LONGCHAM, ANNASUI, SHU UMURA, ESTEE LAUDER & LANCOME.
the branded faces [[:
jiayou yeah !
chynatan loves everyone [:
lets be the best of all :DDD
woainimenn.

HAPPY BELATED NADplzxzx's birthday >:D
hehehaha [: din go school todayy. lalalla
went pinoeer mall eat lunch dhan walkwalk.
bought the ASIAN hair wash thingthing [:
trying it out later(: watch recycle nw.
sosodark can't see wad they are doing.
but, im guessing hahas.
kindof scary lahs. /:
mummy is sleeping .
gonna have tution ltr on /:
oh, mummy is awake!
hahas. so bananaza.
lolsx, rose scold me cos i nvr put pics on frenster =X
hahas. joking lahs [: i shall put kayy.
shall write till here.
will nort be blogging so frequently cos of EOY.
[: loves<3 12.

went out with ROSETANJIALI today [:
went fareast first. walkwalkshopshop.
but din buy anything. today like so many ppl diao.
so we both also wan to duidiao. hahas.
but the person look elsewhere/
took neos&alotalot of pictures.
pictures are uploaded as ROSE&MEs
at the right colum. go take a look kay.
manymany spastics.
bought rambutan freeze.
as the weather was freaking hot.
we both bought the same mango tee.
of cos diff size luhh. hahas. went heeren
took so manymany neos. ! aha!
aft tt, whr we go ahrs. hahas.
i think we went off to marina square.
went zara>[: bought teeee again.
hahas. tried something formal and it turn out nice.
woohoo. ate yoshinoya toos [: hahas.
watch monsterhouse it was so niceeee [:
in the cinema we were like freezing.
serouisly, freezing like hell
we forgot to bring our jackets.
ma de! till we were shaking.
went home and we took the same lift[:

I really feel that life is meaningless.
Everything, anything has to be my fault.
Bad things would always fall on me.
Sometimes i would wonder why.
But sometimes i feel lucky.
What's wrong with me?
What's wrong with the world?
What's wrong with everyone?
How i wish i'm like a pen ink,
slowly disappering.
Nobody knows how i feel.
So lonely and cold.
Everybody thought i'm strong.
But i'm the weakest among all.
I don't want to be this.
Tell me what should i do?
No ones there to catch me when i fall.
Who knows, when i'm crying?
Who knows, when my blood is dripping?
God knows, god saw but he couldn't do anything.
I've got thousands to say. But to whom i say?
All my thoughts and feelings are all bottled up.
How i hope, one day i would open all the cap.
So god, tell me what should i do?
I'm always the one listening, consoling
But who listens to me? When i realise my mistakes.
Everything is gone.
I would always be consious in every step i take.
I don't want to drop into the pond of water
But to only look at it and walk away..

Darn piss now.
My dad blames me for the bottle alcohol in the fridge.
He don't even know why mum bought.

I asked mum nort to.
But she wants.
So, let her.
Always blame me.
Is because of my sister she drink.
fcuking shit.

tags reply!
ROSEEEEETANJAILI:D
: hahas. finally. i shall tag ue back ltr! go gaigai with you
take manymanymany neos kayy? hahas. FRIDAY!
#ELANIE#
i link you lerhs [: hahas. thankyou.
if im nort wrong i tag ur blog. hahas!!

i shall post pictures of the drunkard party! you guys sure laugh [: haha
went jp find chloe&mahera. saw milly [: hahas. so long nvr see her.
waited for them for like so long~ saw kenneth&his aunt. he still so short&cute.
hahas. [: saw someone today. was laughing like hell with mahera&chloe.
i saw someone first. dhan i stood up walk also. hahas. but someone din see me.
dhan chloe&mahera . came running towards me and sae they saw someone.
hahas. damn arse funny. laughing alll thhhheee wayyeee~ someone's hair so funny. hahas. i noe im mean. but im [:
hurhurs. who cares. went for ballet. lalalala. loves ballet.
17days to my ballet exam . so stress up. i noe who m i dancing with.
and they are so pro can? argh. dead lahs. but it's okay.
i believe that i can do it :DD hehe.
dumdumdumds. going traning tmr xD
finally manzxz. hahas. shall post the pictures nw.
shall post the pictures next time. [: sorray.

watch news yesterday.
the crocodile hunter died. ]: (tu)
no more show can watch .
he died cos a stingray stung him.
lolsx. even though the gods are crazy
even though the stars blind.
if you show me real love
i'll show you mine .
i love the song [:
hahas yesterday party was like drunken!
we all drank shots.
i was seh lah. hahas.
so funny. everybody crazy.
almost everyone was drunk.
like me, chloe, wendy,ace, line, rice,alica, mahera, fb.
ohyah. i met wendy.
we were like crazy. we wanted go guys toilet.
she so cute luh. hahas xDD
DORAmama was anwei-ing us.
hahas. [:
lolsx. hahas. shall blog till here
going makan wif mama&jiejie.
shall continue this post later.
cos i got lots to write =X
[continues]
went swensen with mama&jiejie eat.
goodness so ful lah.
small bowl of chickenbroth = $4can?
ate 57$ =X
bought a retro hairband for TWONINETY only [:
cheapskate me. lalalalas.
but who will buy expensive stuffs rite?
pon bowling. tution todayy.
bought red colour nail polish.
my left fingers are black&red in colour.
my right hand is total ruin by my left hand. >]:
im go lethargic nw.
did i post hw much i gt for this term? haha i shall nw.
English : 50.5 im like totally DEAD.
Chinese: 70.5 i've improved.
Math : 82.2 [: i wanna get higher.
Science: 76.2 [: improved.
Geography: 56 deproved
Literature: 80 improved
Home econs: 52.5 i can cook but. theory veh lan.
Visual arts: 65
i was surprise i got a 65 for art. people usually don't understand what i'm drawing.



If i would die, remember me.
If i would live, forget me.
If i would fall, help me.
Be my light and ray
to guide my way
thru the darkness road
forver and ever
I'll be with you
Don't say a word
for i have thousands to say
Hurtful thoughts flow thru
I'm as bitter as coffee
as fragile as an egg
Don't be the one to break it now.
For now, i have to go
to learn the ugly and beautiful.

( to the one who cried in my arms on 040906 )
By the time you realise your mistakes
he is like thousands mile from you.
you need to learnt to let go of all those memories.
In order for you to move on.
Things cant't be the same like last time.
You can't turn the clock back to when you want it to be.
You need to learn to face the reality.
And make the past a history.
If you continue doing this.
those memories will still be flowing in your head.
Let those memories become grey&dusty
that you can't remember what happen.
I've learnt to let go.
Gone thru those heartaches.
Don't be like me.
Cut myself for no reasons.
As im numb after waiting for so long.
Don't stop walking,...
i'll always be your listener.

im bored.
decided to do this.

Message : LAYER ONE : ON THE OUTSIDE

Name: Chyna Tan Qing yi [:
Birth date: 041092
Current status: Single
Eye color: brown black?
Righty or Lefty: rigjt
Zodiac Sign: LIBRAAAAA [:

LAYERTWO: ON THE INSIDE

Your heritage: Chinese&Baba
Your fears: Examinations!
Your weakness: im softhearted.
Your perfect pizza: HAWAIIAN. CHEEESSEE. lots of pineapples (:

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY,TODAY, TOMORROW:

Your thoughta first waking up: homework today (:
Your bedtime : anytime!
Your most missed memory : PRIFIVE&SIX those innocent days

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK :
Pepsi or Coke: COKE lahh
McDonald's or Burger King : Macs [:
Single or group dates: BOTH!
Adidas or Nike: BOTHBOTH [:
Lipton or Nestea : lipton?
Chocolate or vanlilla: choco
Cappucciono or coffee: capp

LAYER FICE : DO YOU?
Smoke: nope.
Curse : when im angry. hehe
Take a shower: i jus.
Have a crush : yesyes.
Think you've been love: only computers are nort in love. lols
Believe in youself : sometimes.
Think you're a heathly freak: nort so.

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH

Drank Alcohol: yes
Gone to mall : everydayy [:
Been on stage: yes
Eaten sushi: ues
Been dumped: nope
Gone skating: nope
Dye ur hair: nope

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER

Played a stripping game: nope. who will?
Changed who were to fit in: wad does it mean?

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD

Age your hoping to be married: aye. nvr tot of.

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY

Best eye color: nort green can already
Best hair color: Black [:

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING

1MINTUE AGO: typing LAYERNINE thingthing
1HOUR AGO: bathing.
5HOUR AGO: sleeping?
1WEEK AGO: dancing
1YEAR AGO: outside having fun?

LAYER 11 : FINISH THE SENTENCE

I LOVE : you
FEEL : hot.
I HATE : her
I HIDE : secrets!
I MISS : ballet.
I NEED : a fan.

done. [: going over chloes house ltr. lala byes.