Now that is all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one.
To build me up and tear me down,
like an old abandoned house.

Fucked up day today.
First, resutls.
Second, love.
i asked love, " do you that there is smth wrong in this r/s?"
Love said, " abit weird and wrong time."
I asked Love whether he wanted a timeout.
He said 2 years.
To me, 2years, isnt it like a break?
Within these 2 years,w will you assure yourself not to like anyone else?
So, i asked him so do you want timeout or break.
He let me decide.
So, i asked him " But honestly, do you still have feelings for me?"
He didn't replied.
Obviously, it was no.
So, i said" forget it, i know the ans already."
So, this is how it end.
If he tell me that he still loves me, i don't mind waiting.
but since, his heart isn't here.
What for holding him back.
It will make the r/s worst.
& the only loving will feel terrible.
So, might as well let him go.
I still love and care for him.
After that convo, i had bee thinking what's he up to etc.
Cried to myself.
We were still happy last week.
But why must this happen?

P.s I still love you ,