Tuesday, December 20, 2005

SIANx

YOs. ppl now is 3.27am. haha.. nw is lke so early for me. =x
all of the ppl. u all slp le bahs? rite? KAOs. den only a few ppl online.
tmr watching KING KONG.*beats chest* wakakaks xD. haiis,
WTF. why i still haf feelings for him? why i still lurfe him lke i used tuh.
but why he doesn't. WHY?! why mus all things thing lke happening tuh me? huh?!?
everything tt happen , is all my fault. i blame myself of everything tt happen.
i guess u had already put ur happy times together at the back of ur head? somewhere.or mayb nowhere or mayb brainwashed.
i duno.. i duno why u block me on msn.i dun give a fucking care.
carnt we lke b friends? aviod me for wad? wa laus.
natasha called is my fault. i ' m sorrie.
FUCK la. why mi saying all this man. sucker me.
shud i write all my freaking feelings here?
i duno.
but.. chloe i know u haf been wanting tuh know why i cried on my burfdae.
i will write it dwn here i think
cos. cos i cant celebrate my burfdae with u guys.i quarreled wif my mom.
thats why lor. mayb u think nth tuh cry about lahs.
but wad i think is.. this is my thirteen burfdae.when i grow to become a teenager.
i think is important for me.but my mum wants me go home study.i dun wan.lke tt lor.. den i cry.i duno lahs. i very easy cry. abit jiu cry le.this is wad happened on that dae lor.
OCTOBER is a sucky month.
hartbroken month.
saddis month.
unme month.

i think i haf changed? i dunno. becm more inner. i think..
trying tuh cover up my tears wif my smiles? i duno.
thats all i think.
thats all my feelings.
i hope tt. he noe my feelings.
saying sorrie aint enuff boy.
u dunno the feeling of a broken heart.
cos ure nort the one who gort hurt.
thanks for giving me all the laughters.
thanks for giving me all the smiles.
thanks for cheering me up.
thanks for saying tt i cud.
thanks for ur JIAYOUs.
thanks for once loving me
thanks for giving me such good memory.
thanks for everything u did that make me happy.
thanks.
iLURFEu.

iJUSwanMYtrueSELFback-
theONEttUSEDtuhSMILEnoMATTERwad-

Saturday, December 17, 2005

SADDIS

hey ppl . haiis.KAOs. i duno lahs.
haiis.haiis.now 3.45 am le.haven slp. if papa noe sure tio kan.
haiis.saw his friendsater profile. his passge there wuite meaningful n oi lyk it. and i copied it down. while reading i was listeninf tuh imagine me without you.i think it goes well with it. i duno why la. cant forget him. what u done wrong?
deriously saying? WAD i done? wad the fucking hell i done mann.
why mus this happen tuh me.i had enuff..i dun wan this miserable life.
fucking miserable.after the dae 12/10. end of happiness. end of everything.end of the happy me.ENDEND everything ENDED..i dun noe whyy.i still lurfe him.. stil lurfeing him.......... i hate myself. i m the cause of all this things.i hate myself.. but.. i jus hope he find his happiness again.as long as he is happy i dun mind.i really dun mind. as long as he happy i will be happy for him
gtg now.
bye

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

nananah~

yos.long time no post xDD .lalas. harlos
last wk go wild wild wet ((: so fun after chalet.haha. i lurfe it lor. wa liaos.
lalalas i duno wad to write. den got bengs. grps de. keep following us. n keep lookin at us.haha. den got one sit the tunnel one.den got one guy scream lorhs lke girl but fake lahs x)) some r shuaii.haha >.< . lalalas tmr i go out, yeah!!!!
going joggin wiff nat tmr ((: . 7:30 she wake mi up..haha..
gtg nw
bye mwarrks

Thursday, December 08, 2005

YOYO

haha. heyys. me jus return frm CHALET n wild wild WET ! woohoo. ytd chalet lor at pasir ris. den go ther by mrt. SO LONG~. den wait for clarice den wait for the rest. den go together.haha.den go there make water bomb to bomb the seniors. den duno whose idea go mix the water wiff soap.haha.den nite BARBEQUE. haa. nice sia. den marshmallow.x)) nicee.yummy. den later go room..tok tok. tok tok ply ply water bomb. kena scolded by securtiy guard. lolls. throw water bomb downstairs lor.he ask me " is it great plying water bomb ? " i said yes. haa. den he acutally giving some FA DAN. den ask the one hu book the chalet tuh cum. but too bad nvr cum. den ask hu took the key who is jia yi.den say u know tt the rules say tt cannort ply water bomb already. den we say duno. he say ok i give u a chance either u pick up all the plastic or get out of the resort.LOLs man.den say ok lor.
lalala. den nite around 5 or 6? we go slp me n clarice. kena wake up by the rest at 7.. on the lights den on the tv walau. den later off everything den slp..until 9? dne wake up lor. den forget liao. dne alicia come go wild wild wet.
den i keep seeing ppl i noe. includin my cuzsion.haha.
den got one group of bengs keep looking at us. we wore swimming costume inside den outside one tee. den we took off the tee and thy whistle lor. lols.
den we go where oso follow siia. haha. a few quite shuai ahah x)
den wild wild wet go one the bicycle one. den one guy ride he wave at me?lolls. i give me funny face lor den he smile. t one oso quite shuaii haha. sia la.. i flirt?
no lahrs. jus giving comments..!!! haha. nw suntan,
hha.colour CHAOTAH. WEEs.haiis.gtg now.
byebye LURFE Us MWARRKS

Friday, December 02, 2005

LALAs

todae go watch chicken little((: haha so funni lorhs. so cute oso. x)haha. now tokin on the fone.. lalalas . chicken little. numa numa numa eh.haha. lalalas. cold now. i m crappin here mann. lalalalas. next wk going on chalet. yipee. go bowling chalet. haha. chalet yeah again.!!! lalalas.duno wad tuh write liao. gtg byebye. mwarks, lurfe you guys.!!! takecarrire ((:

LALAs

todae go watch chicken little((: haha so funni lorhs. so cute oso. x)haha. now tokin on the fone.. lalalas . chicken little. numa numa numa eh.haha. lalalas. cold now. i m crappin here mann. lalalalas. next wk going on chalet. yipee. go bowling chalet. haha. chalet yeah again.!!! lalalas.duno wad tuh write liao. gtg byebye. mwarks, lurfe you guys.!!! takecarrire ((: